diu nia ma ham-ka chan, it is so damn fucking hard being good when it is not my fucking nature.
How to relieve stress now adays.
I can't do anything enjoyable now adays, only by driving fast, I relieve my tension of UNcriticism.
Chao hai, why can't some people be more sensitive and grow up, diu nia man suck my cock u fuck ass.
argh I AM CRITICAL ARGH!!!!, niama I can live by bread alone, who needs anyone else! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. Who needs friends when you can do things by yourself, who needs......aih...
1. The purpose of life is to help others and to care for them.
To love all, give and be given.
FUCK YOU LAH, WHO needs to give when u can receive lah, why do I have to abide by these rules. If I don't, I won't have friends.
So what if you don't have friends, what do friends do?
well, they help you in times of need, they accompany u in times of lonelisness, they share your laughter.
Ahh fuck it lah, I am a fucking critical guy.
I am not religious nor do I have love for anything, because of inferiority.
Why am I feeling inferior? HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW.
Inferiority -> Critical -> Loneliness -> Not accepted by society.
It is goddddd damnnn diffucult to be the opposite of those when my origin is EXACTLY those things.
kanineh, I got social problems, attitude problems, studying problems.
If we are going to die anyway, might as well die now. Live for fuxx ah...
Might as well retire now, but no, I have the responsibility to take care of my parents, If one has to assume these responsibilities, argh thinking about it is already tension-ing.
I WANT TO EUTHANIZE MYSELF.
why do people keep on living? for what?
Love makes the world go round..does it really?
Introverts, geeks, trying to be a perfectionist.
Kanineh try or dun try either way also fruitless.
How to be an up person in a down world, that book sucks cock, no wonder it's a value buy at RM15.90. I need Primal Integration,
I need a psychologist, Psychiatrist, A counsellor...
People are attracted to positive people who makes them feel happy.
WHICH IS FUCKING CIBAI HARD......how to make people happy when u constantly feel unhappy about them.
Outside u are acting nice and good, inside u are fucking criticising them upside down left right.
How is that going to work out when it is not natural.......
HOW TO BE A PROPER PERSON?????
KAN NI NEH FUCK THE WORLD.