Sleepy and tired, phoo, exams coming in about 19 days from now.
According to my schedule, I won’t have time for anything else but revision!
If only I have the discipline to do so.
A book says that it’s not people don’t have the discipline that keeps them from accomplishing something, it’s the lack of passion for the result that keeps them from doing something.
For example, like polishing, if you start the project by thinking and visualizing the flawless finish, the journey there is simple and very enjoyable.
If for studying, maybe most people would begin with the end in mind, the end being a Distinction or a High Distinction. I’m not that ambitious, I do begin with the end in mind. Not because I want to be successful, rather, the fear of being unsuccessful!
What if I can’t earn enough to give my parents the life that they give me, what if, I downgrade them to live in a smaller house, etc. etc. What if, I can even afford their medical bills! And and, they can’t get to live as long as they wished. *choi, touch wood*
But, What If?
My plan and dream has always been to work and build up enough capital for me to open my own detailing business. What if I can’t?
Fear. . . . .
Things I will be looking forward to are, two cars that I’ll be detailing thanks to Izso,
And also…..erm…..no that’s it..
Oh and also new suspensions if I’m getting them! Yeah I know I know, I always said I’m not materialistic, I should appreciate that I’m driving a car than riding a bike, but…. Very uncomfortable lah….feeling every little tiny bumps on the road. When I drive my dad’s 2nd hand 7 year old Satria also feels like driving a luxury Mercedes S class. So anyone out there that’s driving a CAR, appreciate it. Don’t ask for more.
Ok pretty pointless post anyway, haven’t been posting any emo posts lately…
Have to get in touch with my spiritual self first.
Bombastic, mr. fantastic.
Oh yeah I was passing my school library and saw a book with the title. The Bear Necessities, makes me feel like watching The Jungle Book