Saturday, September 29, 2007

People that you don't like

I have a few, let me begin by saying that you woke up early in the morning and smiley and cheery, the feeling that this is gonna be a good day, you wash up, had a good breakfast, and decide to catch up on what's going on on your favourite forum.

You go there, and then you begin opening some interesting threads, and some members post stuff with arrogance, polluting the atmosphere of the forum. Their negative posts spreads on to you, if I hadn't opened and read that, I would still be happy and cheery, now I read that idiot's post, I just feel like flaming him, often times I opened an add reply box and typed to my heart's content, but finally just closed the window without posting what I typed.

And then there are some people whom you may have a personal conflict with, actually is me. Well I don't have a conflict with him, but he does with me, I think. He posts,

"fren who betrayed me when i thought he could be trusted..fcuk!"

I assume that friend is me, because if I were in his shoes, I would feel the same about myself. It's a long story and rather personal so I wouldn't talk about it here. People's words don't speak what their hearts feel sometimes.
I don't understand and cannot comprehend their behaviour, I agree that sometimes I could be like that, saying things without thinking, saying with my emotions, and not with my heart and mind, but soon I realise and regret.
But the person that you are saying these too have permanently marked you and remembered what you said to him or her. How would the opposite party know that you have realised and regret? If you had in the first place.

And if people's behaviour/character/personality doesn't appeal to you, you just have to accept it. You cannot change people's behaviour, unless that person HIMSELF is WILLING to change.
You don't like him or her because he/she is this and that, you rant about it(I'm doing it now), but what does that help?


You can't change them, why bother with their inferior behaviour, ignore their messages, let them be who they want to be, let them face the consequences of their own behaviour.

I've learned not too long ago that you cannot please everyone, I always never wanted to get on anybody's bad side, but the world is not always filled with good people. A bhuddist book says that we are all equal, I interpret the meaning as, for someone's bad quality, he would have an equally good quality to offset his bad quality.

The people whom you know that have the bad quality, you may not know his good quality, I don't like the person that posted "fren who betrayed me when i thought he could be trusted..fcuk!". Yet I do not know him good enough of his equally good qualities, I try not to, not like him although I have sworn that I would never associate with this type of person again. You can't please everyone.

I learned that you have to cut off some relationships. Let them hate you, let them dislike you.

It is better to be hated, then to hate.

When you hate, you are poisoning yourself, you destroy your ownself. So I think it's best that you don't hate, and accept people's behaviour, accept them for who they are and what they are. If you don't like them, ignore them, don't hate them. Don't let people's words influence you.

phew...glad I got rid of that hatred feeling after writing this post. Time to go get some GOOD breakfast! woohooo

You can't appreciate the good without the bad

and also a principle that I'd always stick by is

Honesty is always and will always be the best policy.

p.s I'm hooked onto this song! from high school musical 2!

and my version ><
Have an absolutely terrific day to you! Come to me if you have troubles because I care, or I try to. HAHA! Love you XOXO (<-- wtf..LoL) sayonara.

*Edited in the evening after seeing izso's post on his personality type. This is mine.
You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.
You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.

At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Ego has kicked in

When you start thinking highly of yourself, when you start looking down on others, so will they.

When you stop caring for others, so will they.

When you start being selfish, they will turn away.

When you think that all the attention is on you, when it is actually not, ego has kicked in.

Ego has kicked in when you stop being considerate; stop being caring; stop respecting; stop understanding and stop listening.

When you are not there for others, they won't be there for you.

I've realised that, ego is not the same as arrogance. Arrogance is speaking out loud, saying without thinking, showing off. I'm a show off...
when I do something, I always think if someone was going to watch me do this, listen to me say this. I'm an attention seeker.

Like now, when you start typing with the mindset that someone is going to read this. The post will be unnatural...and fake... and dishonest(I try not to be).
I've always respected people who have always retained their humility when they are successful.
i want to be down to earth... I don't want to show off.
When I drive I will do this and that, hoping other drivers will see how "good" I am. Egoistical mindset.

When you think many people like you, ego has kicked in. When you stop liking people because you expect them to like you, you are egoistic.

I am now egoistic.
I have stopped liking others.
I have stopped caring for others.
I have stopped putting myself in others' shoes.
I need to change back, again... Now I'm back to square ONE.

humility, humility, humility

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Old School!

Power Rangers Theme Song

Power Rangers Guitar Cover

p.s Ego is kicking in

Sunday, September 09, 2007

I'm So Pretty

Happy Birthday Mummy... I Love you!

I love your new dress even more.

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Sexy Lady and Macho Macho Man

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Am I prettier than Natalie Fong?
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Racing with a Satria Neo

This post was written three days ago, published today

So, me and my friend finished our class and decided to eat lunch together. Our campus' cafeteria was full, as always during lunchtime, we went to Sunway Pyramid to eat. Being our usual indecisive self, we decided that it has to be either Pizza Hut, KFC or Mcdonalds. I said I duwun Pizza Hut, next was his decision, he chose KFC.

"Hahaha, good, actually I also want KFC"

"Then say earlier lahh!"


So we go KFC and we both ordered their fish and chips, which suck. We both went to Kentucky Fried CHICKEN, to eat fish, when Long John's Silver is just three stores away. -.-; !!! swt...

After eating, we went to the new arcade upstairs and played initial D. I played I think about 5 rounds together, with me being the obvious winner =P (Who cares about Humility, Fuck It! Nyahaha I have a small mind, suck my balls and eat my dick) After he left, I played about 4 rounds more alone. Then went home

At the exit of Sunway Pyramid. There was this Satria Neo, we both had to look left and right for traffic to turn to the same junction. When traffic was clear, being the humble guy that I am =P, I let him go first. It was an irridescent white Neo with twin muffler tips in the middle instead of the single tipped standard one, with a pro-hatch and kakimotor sticker at the back.

So as usual, I drove at my normal pace (slightly faster than traffic) e also drove like that. I decided to follow him, we both just want to go home, quickly. Then he started to weave in and out of traffic, and being the humble guy that I am, it will be rude to decline his 'invitation'. So I followed him. ^^

This initiated the race, from Sunway Pyramid, using NKVE, he exited to Damansara while I headed for Kota Damansara. Most of the roads were straight, and the rest are high speed bends, my weakness since I have no anti-roll bars and only running on 13 inch wheels.

One thing I noticed was, his 110bhp 16V DOHC campro engine wasn't particularly fast. It could be an auto transmission, but most people that drive like that whom I know of, drive manual transmission, except for Izso, hehe. The Neo didn't pull away from me, maybe he is just 1-2 km/h faster. That's it. Compared to the Toyota Vios, damn the Vios was quick! and it's auto!!
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The vios on paper has same bhp with the campro but the Vios was hell alot quicker than the the Neo.

On the long bends I couldn't see the Neo, I think it handles very well. ARB, good rigid chassis, decent sized wheels, but the campro engine was a let down.
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1.6L 16V DOHC vs. my 1.3L 12V SOHC was keeping up with it, on low ends. He may have the top speed advantage, I have the power-to-weight ratio advantage. Now making me think twice if I should really go for the Proton Persona 1.6 M/T M-Line, actually made the booking already, but canceled coz :
  1. I want to wait for in-depth reviews of the car
  2. Speculate the rumors of the implementation of Cam Profile Switching(CPS) and Variable Intake Manifold(VIM) in the Waja in October.
  3. Grandpa advised me not to stretch my dad's expenses any further.
Oh at one point of the race I was thinking to myself, what if there was a cop, I checked my mirrors and blind spots to confirm, then two seconds later, I spotted one, about 100m away, I braked and followed traffic speed. The Neo didn't see the cop cause he just kept pushing, then I saw his brake lights come on, right behind the police, LoL! We go to the Damansara Toll, while the police headed for the Subang Airport road. Now we was already 100m away from me, there was a long bend behind the toll. I took the corner up to my tyre's limits, when reach the toll, he was already at the Smart Tag. The Neo can really take bends!!! Now I'm thinking to myself, A Satria Neo GTI would be the perfect car, good handling, killer looks(to me) and a powerful engine. The Persona's body is huge and tall and only on 15 inch wheels, definitely would loss to a Neo in a race, cornering, and in a drag(Persona is heavier)

Oh I broke my speed record, reached 175km/h when me, the Neo and a modified Volvo was blocked by a stupid Waja that refused to move. What a fun day! Initial D, the Neo, so suitable to end the day playing with my new polish. But I have an assignment to do ARRGGGHH!!

edit : I did played with the polish, which was procrastination and made me rushed my assignment, haha. Dumbo.